I think it finally hit me that Nelie and I are getting married. We went to visit the reception hall (it's incredible) after a nice Italian dinner today. I was looking around and I was imaging everyone there. I got goosebumps. The best thing is that I am marring my perfect match, my soulmate. I realize that she is my center, my balance. It's not that she controls me or that I am froozen without her there, but when she is not with me something is missing.
Still working today. Cleaned up the apt for Rene's surprised party. Got to use a high power water -washer today. I can't wait to relax with Nelie in my arms and no cares in my head. One day ... soon
